So I did something tonight. It is something I have been thinking about but didn’t want to let go, maybe I wasn’t ready.
I deleted my secret file, the one with the texts, the pictures, our life. There were still more conversations to share on this blog, still words to read, and reread, thoughts and feelings to sift through. However, if I am to move forward, I cant continue to let the past hold me in place. I am better than I have allowed myself to be. I am worth more than I’ve given myself credit for. If I dont believe it, no one else will.
He added two more songs on Sunday to our playlist. I deleted the playlist as well.