Happy or content?

Astronaut (Something About Your Love)

The things that I used to love, treasure, about our relationship now cut through me, sharp, painful, tragic.  I loved when he added songs to our list, it meant that he was thinking of me.  I know that I have said he should just delete now, it is cruel.  But for three months, there was silence, other playlists were created, with some overlap of my songs.  I can look at this from both sides, first knowing that he is moving on and I need to forget, heal.  However, my obsessive nature, my overthinking side, makes me aware that everyday that goes by when he doesn’t think of me, remember, takes another piece of me.  I want to believe that I was more than a casual affair, something that passed the time.  Three months to the day, and there is something new.  Why do I look, why do I care?  I sorta have someone who cares for me but has his own set of emotional barriers and will never be completely mine.  I question my own motives, am I purposely looking for someone who will never be available?  He said he doesn’t hear the lyrics, just the notes, how they are put together, how the flow through you, make you feel something.  To this day, I’m still not sure I believe that. Is he thinking of me now?

Astronaut (Something About Your Love), Mansionair

Lyrics
Slow down, stepping up my game
Tied to you, try not sink on through the cracks
And maybe I could forget this town
And maybe I should get out
Oh
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it, oh?
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Right now, I’m feeling like a astronaut
I fade into the thought of coming back to you
And maybe I should forget this town
Then maybe I could get out
Oh
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it, oh?
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Oh
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it, oh?
There’s something about your love
Can you feel it?
Songwriters: Jack William Froggatt / Lachlan David Bostock / Alexander James Nicholls
Astronaut lyrics © Mushroom Music Pty Ltd

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